If you’re lost and alone
Or you’re sinking like a stone.
Carry on.
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground.
Carry on.
Fun.
Surviving This Hell: Confessions of Depression
I know I want to live, yet my depression often tells me otherwise. It’s almost as if there’s two completely different people inside of me.
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Late Nights
i light another cig.
the brief flicker of my lighter
often feels like the
only light in the dark.
out of the dark and into the light
and as i stepped outside the sun was shining on my face i put my hand up like a shade while my eyes adjusted to the light for i had spent so much time in the dark the light seemed too bright, blinding it felt surreal, as if it weren’t happening slowly, i was able…
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a poem: just a little longer
just a little longer until i
feel
the sun on my
face
Life is like a Mountain
Life is… it’s like a mountain I have to climb.
Happiness is at the
top.
Hopelessness is at the
bottom.
Multiple Mental Health Disorders: The Circle of Despair
Then come the tremors and shaking, the hyper-sensitivity to light and sound, the racing thoughts, the extreme tension in my muscles, the vomiting that keeps me lying on the bathroom floor, the feeling of just wanting to tear my own skin off because I am so damn uncomfortable in every way imaginable.
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Poems about Depression
Three poems I wrote over a year and a half ago when I was living in NYC, and I first started struggling with my current major depressive episode
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The Monsters in my Head
They don’t care whether they come knocking at the most inopportune times, or when I’m already feeling vulnerable and insecure. If anything, they see those times as an opening to slip in, undetected, before they start wreaking havoc on my life.
Read MoreAs I stand with my feet at the edge of the Bosphorus, I take a deep breath of fresh air that’s flowing off of the water, and if only for a brief moment, everything is ok.
Miki
Depression: Tearing Away at my Entire Being
Any sanity I feel I have left is fading day-by-day, as the monotony, tediousness, and utter exhaustion tear away at every fiber of my very being.
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Symbolism of an Anchor
Some people think of an anchor as something that ties you down, but I prefer to think of it as something that helps you weather the stormy seas. It grounds you through the wind, the rain, and the waves. Your ship may toss around in the sea, but you know you’ll make it through the storm.…
Read MoreWe are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.
Charles Bukowski
